My Diary: Confusion

It amazes me every time I look around and really observe what is going on.  It makes me wonder what the hell I'm doing here, and I don't mean the physical here.  I mean here in the state of mind and emotion that often intertwines my life and pulls me in so many different directions.  Taking me in directions that I don't necessarily want to go in.   Directions that capture and shackle me into the