Life's Light

I have to write!  I have to unfurl my soul that has been compacted and hiding from the pain of this week!  I have to let this come screaming out of me in the hopes that I can be free from this overwhelming feeling of despair!  I have to scream to the universe, to God, to whomever wants to listen!  I have to know!  I have to to know why!  Why oh why did you make that decision?  Why didn't you pick